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Shastina June 7, 2009

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Spent time this week walking again on the mountain. Went toSand Flats again yesterday which looks so completely different to when i first arrived in Shasta.  There is not much snow left and yet when i first walked there the whole places was covered in snow. Underneath not ten feet from where we had sat when we had met the young people who offered us a second breakfast as the hobbits do there were two medicine wheels, a large one and further up a larger one made entirely of stones. Both Kathryn and I got to perform ceremeony for what purpose i am not really sure. I had brought some cornmeal from the local store so i offered it up to the four directions.

Coming back from the flats was definetly warmer than going in more warmth although i got we needed to do it during the early part of the day. Driving back out the rest of the mountain was covered in fog and mist.

The day before Kathryn took me to Lake Shastina which was wind swept and covered in Juniper and Sage brush. Amazing lake that seems so desolate and yet covers so much energetically. As I walked u p a ramp to the toilets i perceived a door to the inner planes. I could feel all these different layers across the landscape in front of me relating to the Divine Feminine, the Temple of the Goddess Light. Behind me the place reminded me of a  mound or ziggurat on the external. Kathryn said that it was a Inner Earth temple and that as you moved up the outside of the mound you would connect with  doorways to different dimensions. At the tope one can connect with different aspects of the earth, individual continents. It seemed what i was seeing was other layers of the Earth rather than a connection to the physical.

Around the corner of a pebbled beach where I was given a totem  Canadain Goose Feather which represents being able to work with the elements air, water and earth I connected with a enormous water deva Ashandra whointroduced herself to us energetically. I nearly cried with the beauty of the energy that I met through her. I could feel her connect with me and my other and her energy moved along my back an d up through my being. As we were leaving i could feel her voice on the inner planes. It felt soft and beautiful, so ethereal and yet so real. A blessing indeed.

EArlier in the week it had been raining, i had been in process and spent time around the house looking at the wood that lay on the ground. I had the idea to make  a walking stick for myself. Another day i found a piece of wood that i uncovered layers like the scribbly gums back home. I am currently finshing both sticks one for me, another  as a gift. I also found a bowl like piece of wood on one of our walks aroudn the back of the lake which i plan to make into a bowl.. Maybe i will do that when i go to Vancouver in Washingtn State.

I feel so blessed to have these lovely people around me although there has been tension in people not hearing each other which is sad. I do see this situation resolved for the good of the whole. That we as humans can learn to hear each other truly.


Meditation group June 1, 2009

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Went to the I AM group meditation againlast night. The ladies are leaving for Utah soon so they will meet twice a week. It was Pentecost, the time of the descent of the holy spirit into the disciples of Jesus. The Melchelizedek came through speaking strongly to me again. You are a healer was the comment.

When we spent time in meditation i felt a pain in my left pinky finger release as i realised that i hadnt allowed for my truth to be in the present moment with acceptance of my family….due to the stuff I had taken on from my human family. Melchelzedek is one of my spiritual family names.

At the beginning of the group I felt the energies open up to the Earth, and the what i perceived as feminine energies sitting off to the left in the future somewhere. In acknowledging what was happening the energies came and centered within me. It is all good as I had been feeling overwhelmed by the how of this journey again, now knowing how i was going to accomplish all that i truly wanted to in connecting with the different places and people I knew i desired. The human aspect still wants to know why i am doing this journey alone in some respects even though i know i am not alone in its manifestation.

If you want to see the story related to the first part of this journey last year you can visit the Rainbow Diaries on


Journey thus far June 1, 2009

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Hi guys

Here are some bits and pieces from emails from the 1st month of being in the States to give you a better idea of what i have been doing in that time. At the moment working out where to be next and how that might happen. Feels like i am moving north again although i know i am meant to get to Arizona at some point before i leave. Desiring a few miracles to help me on my way especially on the how to!! I got here as requested now what. They have had me working energetically since i have been here. I will attempt to find some time to write more about that.


Did I tell you that last night we went to a Tibetan empowerment ceremony..the mandala was so pretty…it represented one of the buddha…i took it in visually…loved it ….so cool….


Today we went to a chinese restaurant with a male friend of Kathryn’s who will help me out hopefully when she goes on her permaculture camp. She is starting to freak cause we have been getting up late, getting everywhere in a panic lol…she has stuff she needs to organise before she goes……anyways we were supposed to go to this conscious languaging seminar tonight and we were both in doubt so she rang a friend who said……you are both ascended masters and are meant to play, laugh and dance …………………….stop being in servitude to everybody else and let others do for you…wow…did the pressure drop off…whew….I went and took a bath  and Kathryn went to take the dogs to the meadow. (Its amazing how much we are hooked into the have to keep working, moving  bullshit in order for others to feel our worth.

Before I left my dear mother asked me why i was going on a holiday as i hadnt done enough in the past fifteen years to deserve it.  She always knows how to hit below the belt. If only she knew the past fifteen years have been the most productive, intense years of my life). Its probably why I hadnt give myself permission to stop whilst I was here either as i have been doing things since i got off the plane.

The only thing I am really meant to do is take my gift to the hopi and the rest is meant to be play, adventure and being myself. We are also to have roses in the house to smell, and  so that we can absorb  ‘we are ascended masters’ message…talk about taking the pressure off in regards to the need to be there for everyone else…i especially had turned it into a working holiday and hadn’t really stopped although it was enjoyable if tiring lol

I worked on Kathryn last week and then with her wolf who is running much more freely now thankyou..she is such a sweet wolf! Ishnanay means ‘bright morning star’ and I am ‘morning star rose’. She is a Sista!

Sounds delightful that the sun is shining again…no word from Scott, dont know what is going  on there…just a reply to say the rent is paid would be great. My stimulus payment would also help i am sure…

About the Ceremony….you will be fine.. we all have the greatest confidence in you my friend….Lady of Avalon lol

Last night I went to a Tibetan empowerment which was really neat. The Monk said something to me?? in another language though so I don’t know what he said lol…..

Some of the weird things still getting used to…no plugs for baths or sinks. Had my first bath the other night cause i didnt know you pull a lever to keep the water in altho i noticed it leaked till it hit the round thingo that the lever sat in. Took a few days to stop going to the drivers side of the car and turning into the closest lane freaked me for the first week or two lol… squirrels running across the road everywhere is so cute, dogs chase them up the trees….have heard woodpeckers in the meadows….so many flowers everywhere in the meadows as we hike around I feel like all the herbal books i have ever read have come alive.

The snow has melted in weeks of Castle Lake which is connected to Camelot energies through Heart Lake. On walk was accompanied by inner earth children, some people walking to Sandflats a young traveller offered me a second breakfast as Hobbits do……How cool is that..said we might meet again on the road somewhere………..a Sasquatch held my hand in the etheric coming back from that walk..which felt really magnetic in nature. ……all sorts of adventures to be had Froddo!!


-…it is all changing…I just think we might be getting into situations where we all have to rely on each other…build the communities we have been talking about….big energy shifts occuring at the moment….many choosing to leave in alternative realities…maybe you are picking up on that. Has a lot with the polarity energies choosing to learn elsewhere and we have to give thanks for the opportunity that is being gifted to us in the fact we are being heard and the shifts are occuring. We are bringing in more light, love and need to hold the blueprint of what it is we have occur instead of what we dont need any more.

Hey Everyone,

Doing a mass mailing this time cause i want to share with all of you. Love everybody heaps.

Wow guys, what a week……..Meeting so many beautiful people here. Today I met a man I saw at Wesak who is from Mexico, a gifted healer for sure. I also helped to plant a  garden at Barbara’s place, friend of Kathryn’s. We also got in the river and built a rock wall in the creek with Black horse who is staying with us a few days teaching us that abundance and projects are achievable without money so that the dogs can swim in there when Kathryn goes to her permaculture class next week. Ended up falling in and getting all wet which was cool cause I had dirt all over me from the gardening. I am house and dog sitting for two weeks at the end of next week which I am being paid for. Still not have met up with Blue yet although he is very present guiding and making my journey possible.

In the last week I have seen Star Trek at the movies, sat in a room of crystal bowls toning consisting of various materials including gold, platinum, moldavite amongst other precious crystals, metals…. been shopping at thrift stores, did i say hiking………….. lots of that. Had morning tea with some ladies who run a spiritual school and are moving soon to Utah.

Wow so much rain locally by the sounds of it. It is amazing here because a lake called Gumboot I visited two weeks ago was covered by snow and ice had melted. Have been hiking almost every day lakes, meadows all over the place. the Castle lake also was melted.

Everywhere we drive or sit we have another view of beautiful Mt Shasta. Did a session for my friend which realigned her with inner earth. Which happened for me this morning. They have had me working literally since I hit the states. First in San Francisco, then here. The second night I was here i worked with Spirit Hawk in inner earth completing the work I had done in San Franscisco. Amazing. It is a continuation of the work Kathryn and I did years ago.

Amazing time, amazing journey….meeting amazing people….having a grand time

Love to everyone

Apologies for not keeping in touch. Have been having some challenges energetically, AGAIN!!! LOL I am hoping that I am through it now…for now anyway. Was having difficulty in balancing the creational energies, especially in that which was coming up and the sense of responsibility for what was being created. Was having diffficulty functioning on the surface of reality trying to balance the energies between sound and silence which has been life long challenge. Sounds like i am babbling i know.

Assisted Kathryn in realigning her energies with her aspects related to the inner earth and yet could not verbalise my own desire for balance. This morning I requested assisted on the inner planes in my own fashion and anchored the Elven aspect of my Being from the other Earth realms. Shanti (Kathryn) and Rana (me) will work together in the future on activating the planetary voices?? Had much assistance from the various realms which was good as Blue was unable to assist. He has been there hearing me which was what I needed to get me through.

I will give you a ring shortly tohave a chat I did get your invations for the groups

Bye for now friend

Having a good time watching the squirrels run across the road, up trees…round and back again. Have been doing lots….Started off in San Franscisco then travelled up to Mount Shasta..have been hiking everyday in the forests…snow is starting to melt..have been hiking through snow and ice till now, waliing round the most magnificent lakes, streams….am living with a friend Kathryn Ariel whom I have finally met after knowing each other online for about six years.

Will be house sitting with Kathryn’s dogs Spirithawk, Ishnanay, and Luke whilst she does a permaculture course further south at the end of May. Doing lots of things from helping people put in gardens, going to movies, went to Wesak which is the major spiritual festival here which i had read about for years.

Yesterday I sat in a crystal shop with Kathryn and a 100 crystal bowls as they were played for us. It was so special, magical….Gold, Platinium, moldavite all sorts of combinations of precious crystals resonate the sound in the bowls.

Having morning tea with the local ladies who do similar work to me with the planet this morning. Some of them maybe going to Arizona in June so I maybe able to travel with them also. Going to Vancouver, Washington State to stay with another friend Tanya, then travel from there.

Anyway need to get organised to make spinach pie after we walk the dogs. I forgot the eggs. So that makes it tricky to fit it all in.


Well they have had me working. Worked out it was the Unity water that kept throwing me into the death thing back home..inability to stop processing..hence running away to Sydney for well needed rest. Spent four days in San Franscisco, luckily i had chosen the best hostel to stay in and walked the streets of San Fran for four days solid. Took BART to get to town and being used to using public transport had no problems navigating all sorts of places.

So many Art galleries. Friday spent a morning sitting in a room full of real MIRO need to be an artist to understand ..heaven…so they sent me to Saulilto where all the wealthy people lived to view the bay and the water devas in the bay. I have been coding everywhere with the PAradise drops. When I got to my friends place in Shasta her dog who is a really old Being worked with me to finish the work in the Bay. I had forgotten we had worked together years ago…now known as a dog lady also!!! They helped me to not be a clutz on the snow and ice. Have been hiking everyday in the mountains with Kathryn and the dogs including the female who is a wolf. They got upset this morning because i wanted to stay home.. I have my own adopted pack apparently.. how cool is that. Anyway Spirithawk guided me into the smaller mountain and we unplugged San Fran bay. Went to Wesak festival on the Sunday which i had read about for years. Big meditation toopen all the chakra’s…scary..anyway after listening to Gary Zukav and partner “seat of the soul’ etc…went to lay down in the field of flowers at the local school..tibetan throat singer assisted whilst the universe downloaded the biggest energy hit i have ever had. A woman came over to assist by placing hands on corners. Didnt expect something like that to happen in public. Blue is still around although hasnt made physical contact yet. It was upsetting me a little…..although I remembered on the train years ago saw myself doing a solo journey. Have put out there for Blue to bring me home soon though.

Will probably leave Shasta around June 15th. Tanya is coming down to spend a couple of days. I will be looking after the dogs whilst Kathryn is doing a course further soouth.

I am only worried i might meant to be in Arizona before that for preparations>??? Have aput a couple of emails out there in hope of some kind of answer. More worried that i might miss something i am meant to be contributing to down there. the thought was i was meant to be in Patagonia around that time. Anyway if they want me there they need to let me know pronto. Any thoughts on that.

Anyway will try and download some photos of me and my guides that we took up at gunboot yesterday in the snow and ice.,….magic..dropping off the codes again. Three places up here so far.

You will be happy to know that I did stop and smell the flowers this week…first all the beautiful roses in the San Francisco Golden Gate Park…also the lilacs in the town flowering in Mt Shasta. In heaven on Friday as I found myself sitting in a room full of Miro then I found the tissaro,Pissaro, Matisse, Picasso etc etc…Drurer no less…..what a day…heavenly at least….in Sausilot someone had the same Masters art bbook and had copied them to sell in some high flying art gallery…very wealthy area….everywhere i looked i saw all the drawings i knew..pretty funny

Yesterday seranded by Tibetan throat singer at the Wesak festival whilst I was laying in a field of flowers downloading energy…today supported by four dogs as i made my way over the snow fields..sitting by ice fed lakes….snow covered mountains…they have me working energetically of course…having a ball even though i havent managed to connect with everyone yet.


You will be happy to know that I am now carrying wood inside for the fire here in shasta ca….want to do it because I had lost so much muscle tone before I left…….

it is beautiful, beautiful…..pristine lakes.freezing ice water, snow and ice. luckily supported by four footed friends who hold me up so that i am not a clutz on the ice…spent four days in san franscisco ..they have me working energetically pretty well everyday….walked and walked the whole damn place literally…many art galleries to stop at on the way so that was nice..saw all the masters so cool…..boy does aussie accent stand out over here…lol

staying in lovely three storey with kathryn and two dogs, one wolf..having a good time walking through the meadows, forests every day. Went to Wesak which was on in Shasta that i had read about for years..so getting to do lots of things, new experiences…..I now have a wold trying to get my attention  whilst i talk to you lol how cool is that ..think she would like to go out and run about…has to wait for mom to come home for that…

going to leave san franscisco tonight heading to mount shasta via amtrak. going to check out more of the city today and the golden gate bridge before leaving tonight. there is a big festival happening when i get there. will catch up with some old friends in shasta which will be cool.

spent the day on the water yesterday which was nice. Man the seagulls are mothers here twice the size of ours. dont mess with them i tell you they dont seem as narky as ours either.

luckily i picked a good backpackers so the stay has been good…booking out shortly before heading out into the day..got sunburnt yesterday so sun at last weather was weird before that…funky…

Upper meadows May 31, 2009

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Walked to the upper meadows via the creek, through the pines, under the barbed wired fence and through to the Upper Meadows. I am so astounded by  the amount of diversity of wild flowers, herbs, plants that the Mountain offers.

We have walked the meadows regulalry since i have been here and layers of tiny beings rear the heads to be seen by the sun. Today in the upper meadows we slopped through the wetlands to the far side and little communities of  dainty flowers showed themselves to us.

The dogs and wolf love playing ball and swimming in the creeks that surround the meadows, which is surrounded by forests. We also had Shasta, the Eddys, Black Butte triangulating the Upper meadows as we explored on our hands and knees the beauty that surrounded us. Whilst I sat by the creek in the shade beautiful blue dragonflies passed by one landing on my knee for a short while to say hello. We could see that this would be a go0d place to educate those from out of town about water and flora habitats. Magnificent energies surrounded me. Defintely deva energies were strong by the tree I had chosen to sit under. In the light of the Celestene Prophecies it definetly glowed when i approached it.

At one point i had followed the blonde lab who was on a trail led by his nose. The older dog Spirithawk, the Elder sat on the path to say where are you going. Not that way silly. I found myself scrapering under very low branches finding my way on the riverbank when i needed to be higher up to catch the trail which is perfect if you are a blonde lab not a person. Dont follow LUKE. lol

It seems yestderday was Magic Turtle day. A day to vision our future. It seemed today that we are all holding visions of our future and are in a process of finding ways to share those visions with each other as well as find ways in which those visions interact. How to release the I, in the way of being independant of each other, as well as finding ways to release old patterns of ownership into a new way of sharing, encouraging and empowering the creation of the vision that we all share for our new way of Being.

In that it seems we are having to balance the masculine, and embrace the feminine within and without…seeing the value in all our visions and bringing them into manifestation with love. A very interesting process of letting go of the I and coming into the We.

Castle Lake May 31, 2009

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Got up late today, slept in most of the morning although spent time attempting to communicate with my twin who is guiding me on my journey. Kathryn and I went back  up to Castle Lake,  Mt Shasta for a late afternoon walk. I walked around the back of the lake, we sat on the pontoon for a while then walked back along the trail and found a spot to get into the water….exilerating and refreshing are terms used to entice this temperate water person to attempt the challenge of swimming in the lake which is snow and ice fed by melt water.

Most of the snow has melted up here compared to when I first arrived where snow boots were required to trek into the back of the lake. The peaks are still dotted with snow and the far side of the lake still has snow attached tot eh rocky outcrops. When itested  the water i didn’t think it was too bad, certainly not any worse than Wombeyan mid winter. I gradually began  easing my way in it seemed fine. Finally I got the courage to dive in and well lets say expletives weren’t necessary although I sure didn’t stay in longer than a couple of minutes. My thighs were tingling along both sides. I decided I could allow myself to get used to the water which definetly is of a high frequency I noticed the tingling  seemed to hit certain spots on the body and my friend felt it on the physical later onas a large physical release.

We had previously added the Paradise Codes that i had brought with me that came through in late March. Apparently a lot  of the new frequency codes come through every season through the snow crystals. The lake is also a elemental conduit to inner earth here.

We decided to walk the path heading up to Heart lake  although we had our summer shoes on. I had been complaining about these shoes back home as they seemed to roll over on to the side of the foot on even ground. They seemed to be handling the pine needles better although coming down the mountain again I went bare foot down the trail that was dotted with gnarly tree roots to support the path homeward. It is a good walk up and around the back of Castle Lake  which we will do when we have our hiking boots on and start earlier on in the day.

A deer went flying across the path at one point with one wolf, and a white lab following. So we kept walking calling them back to the path to continue back down to the lake for another swim before heading home. Whilst waiting for the wolf to return i looked out over the lake glistening with snow tipped peaks with the pine forest all around was  a specatular view.

It was definetly easier trapsing through the water without shoes on as everytime we had done this path i had rock hopped across the water which wasnt really the best way to go as many of the rocks were not that stable and it wasnt always easy picking out the path.

Watched the move ‘the Peaceful Warrior”  Dan Millaman whilst eating home made burritos. There were definetly some trippy bits in the movie although it was a true story.

All afternoon I had thoughts of Costa Rica coming up from within my body. Probably because in conversation with Black Horse I thought it would be nice to spend time experiencing the forest life that he enjoyed on a regular basis as one of the Rainbow children.

It reminded me of the family Bri Bri who also lived in the forest in Costa Rica who had invited me to live with them. I wondered if i were being guided in that direction or just aware of that being something i would like to do. I wondered just how that might occur. Funds being what they are. I know I am meant to let go of the how that might occur. I am letting go of how little I have to finance this journey with.

I did put a hand written sign up in the local store offering my services. So I ask that those who would benefit from my work find the sign and contact me so that we can work together and the donation for my services assist me on my journey which i would like to continue.

Hello world! May 29, 2009

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Welcome to the blog of Blue Star Woman Walking.

On a journey across the States…jotting down thoughts, pics to share with friends and family back home. Mainly personal …who knows see where it goes……………

Wasn’t sure if I was going to stay here in this lovely house in the forest. Just starting to get to know people locally. Planting gardens with Kathryn’s friends who are going to help me out when she leaves for her course tomorrow so that i can get some food in the house and connect with the town if i need to. I am looking forward to a slower pace. Will be responsible for my four legged friends one of whom told me last night to stop struggling. Yes, they talk and communicate.

I wondered what the ancestors thought about the struggle with money and resources we were putting ourselves through. It seemed the universe was providing us with all we needed yet we allowed our thoughts and fears to get the better of us. I was attempting not to get pulled into the whirlpool of energies, thoughts, demands that were being made around me.

What happened to the natural flow! flowers, streams, animals dont ask where their food, nutrition, sunlight is coming from…….. it just is. Yet here we are humans supposedly advanced, what ever that means demanding more and more of our guides, mentors, the earth to provide us with all we need to keep ourselves what? busy, motivated, happy? I sort of get where the buddhists are coming from on that one…is it just so that we can fulfill our destiny as the One..or do we go with the flow and learn about how to get along with each other again….what does that take to happen ….for all of us demanding me, me to be pushed into a position of having to learn to relate, play with each other again . Do we have to wait till we get to a position of needing another rather than learning to connect through joy, love,f riendship.  It seems that many of us are externalising our knowledge, our health, our wellbeing waiting for others to give us the answers rather than integrating that which  we have already been given previously.

It seems that those who feel that they communicate well through speech have all the answers when nature does not have a voice as we do..She still manages to get her message across in quiet ways. I would love to learn more about how indigenous people communicate and allow for all people of all types of disposition to have their say. Why do we feel we have to kick and scream to be heard. I am finding balance in this. It seems I am connected to the quiet ones, maybe my journey of opening is aligned with theirs. There is creative power in silence that cannot be wasted. I know I will find the strength and the courage for the child within to say what needs be said for those who have ears to hear.